供血者の医学雑誌 1.1

I want to explore you
I'm gonna get under your skin
So you can feel me running through your veins

I want to examine every inch of your frame
The pressure points that cause you joy and pain

Our love goes under the knife
There is no room for doubt

Now I'm inside you
My hands can feel their way
Further inside than I have ever been

Now I can really mess around with your heart
And fill it to the brim with broken dreams

Our love goes under the knife
Two lives may be saved

And if I pull this off
I'll refuse the Nobel Prize
Instead I will look into your eyes

If I pull this off, your whole body will be mine
And I'm prepared to work throughout the night

Our love goes under the knife
Nothing is taboo... here on the cutting edge of science

Too much information
I feel I'm getting lost
Absorbed into the fibre of your soul

Deep within the abattoir of your entrails, your insides
Lost in you, forever, far from home

Our love goes under the knife
Someone got too close

Our love goes under the knife
The heart was rejected by the host

Sunday, January 13th, 2008

1:41 am - Conclusions.

At the end of the month, I am leaving this cold, bitter, lonely town for good. I have just bought a one-way ticket for the first time in my life. I feel very at peace. Let my new desert home welcome me with open arms. current mood: determined
(35 operations : start the surgery)

Monday, January 7th, 2008

12:03 am

All I wanted was for everyone to get along, and that clearly backfired on me.

I didn't do it to hurt you and I didn't do it to go behind your back. I simply wanted the people I was friends with and the people I loved to get to know each other, and perhaps even like each other. The reason I waited until you were asleep was because I knew how uncomfortable being around them made you. I was only thinking of you. If I had invited all of them into a separate room without you, THAT would have been going behind your back. I asked the people who were awake if it would be okay to invite them in and nobody told me no. And you, you never said a word to me. How could you think that I wouldn't listen to you when the whole reason I kept them away from you as much as I could was because I was thinking about YOUR feelings?

I think I'm done.

There will be no more notes. It's last call.

current mood:

frustrated
current music: The Hush Sound - You Are the Moon

(5 operations : start the surgery)

Sunday, October 7th, 2007

4:51 pm - Posted using TxtLJ

Yui bored @ work. Comments pls.
(17 operations : start the surgery)

Friday, October 5th, 2007

3:47 pm

Poll #1066651 I'm curious. Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All Your choice is to... View Answers Take the Barlow Toll Road to Fort Walla Walla 9 (28.1%) Raft down the river 23 (71.9%) current mood: amused current music: Inkubus Sukkubus - Dark Mother
(22 operations : start the surgery)

Saturday, September 22nd, 2007

2:06 pm

Work. Do not want. :( current mood: annoyed current music: Clash vs. Killers - Somebody Rock Me
(6 operations : start the surgery)

Wednesday, September 19th, 2007

2:52 pm

Forgot to mention this in my excitement. As I was leaving the BA show, someone gave me two comp tickets to Aiden / Drop Dead, Gorgeous / Still Remains / 1997 @ the Metro, Chicago.
I'm not a huge Aiden fan or anything (though I rather like the artwork for their latest album) but that's pretty cool. Shame I can't go. :(

If anyone wants 'em and can get 'em from me, the show's on Thursday @ 6:30.

current mood:

awake
current music: Charlotte Gainsbourg - The Songs That We Sing

(4 operations : start the surgery)

Tuesday, September 18th, 2007

11:00 pm - Posted using TxtLJ

No words. I am changed forever. Fucking beautiful, no lie. Waiting for El now. Home in a few hours.
(start the surgery)

8:48 pm - Posted using TxtLJ

Double Door cool. Tiny club. 21+ so has bar, but not drinking. Davey's sXe so it seems improper. Clean & pure for the gods. Almost time. More later.
(start the surgery)

Tuesday, July 24th, 2007

1:15 pm

Happy birthday to me. Now I go do laundry. current mood: awake current music: Puscifer - Rev 22:20
(24 operations : start the surgery)

Monday, July 16th, 2007

3:33 pm

Since I never bothered to post this here, I might as well crosspost it from

yaoi. The following is what I posted over there, plus the warning. :p

It took me two years to write this silly thing, mainly because I feel stupid writing smut. I sent it out to a few betas when I finally finished it last year, and neither of them got back to me. I thought I'd lost it among many computer changes, but as it turns out, I still had a full copy in my email. ♥. So here it is, unbeta'd. And probably crap. Apologies in advance for crappiness.

Title: The Value of a Miracle
Fandom: Neon Genesis Evangelion
Rating: NC-17
Setting: Episode 4, "Hedgehog's Dilemma"
Pairing: Kensuke/Shinji
Warnings: Yaoi, if you didn't catch that!

( The value of a miracle is... )

current mood:

cold
current music: Joanna Newsom - Inflammatory Writ

(12 operations : start the surgery)

Saturday, May 19th, 2007

12:10 pm

DUDE. STARCRAFT II. current mood: awake
(30 operations : start the surgery)

Wednesday, May 16th, 2007

12:27 am

Gia: You were right, Lucky Star is awesome. current mood: warm
(4 operations : start the surgery)

Friday, May 11th, 2007

10:24 am - at acen

holy shit, this isn't a room, it's a fucking castle :O
(10 operations : start the surgery)

Wednesday, February 21st, 2007

1:39 am

Finally got to see all of Pulp Fiction. Was pretty good. current mood: bored
(15 operations : start the surgery)

Saturday, December 16th, 2006

10:43 pm

stolen from tomoe_daeva ( music meme ) current mood: bored current music: Alex Parks - Mad World
(3 operations : start the surgery)

Thursday, December 14th, 2006

1:41 am

guys I like this song is that weird also, final is tomorrow, then BREAK YAY ♥ current mood: tired current music: Lady Sovereign - Love Me or Hate Me
(1 operation : start the surgery)

Monday, November 27th, 2006

12:58 am

My apologies dear For all my mistakes and I’m sure to make more current mood: okay current music: Dolly Parton - Jolene
(10 operations : start the surgery)

Saturday, October 21st, 2006

6:31 pm - lol

I'm posting this from my new cell phone. :3 It's a Nokia 6030. Whee~
(8 operations : start the surgery)

Thursday, October 5th, 2006

8:40 pm

So I preordered NWN2. My life is so exciting. current mood: cold current music: The Hush Sound - My Apologies
(1 operation : start the surgery)

Saturday, September 23rd, 2006

11:54 pm - NEEDS MORE RACE

so yeah, ouch ( Chicago Lolimeet 23 Sept ) current mood: sore current music: Rufus Wainwright - Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk
(9 operations : start the surgery)

Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006

3:44 pm - miniature disasters

I don't want to be second best
Don't want to stand in line
Don't want to fall behind
Don't want to get caught out
Don't want to do without
And the lesson I must learn
Is that I've got to wait my turn

thanks, KT. I needed that.

happy bday taitai

my adv a&p teacher is kinda cool. he looks like this (the one wearing glasses). He said that Adv. A&P is one of the hardest, if not THE hardest class on campus. so it can only get easier from here right :D?

current mood:

determined

(5 operations : start the surgery)

Sunday, August 20th, 2006

1:14 am

OH GOD THIS SONG MAKES ME LAUGH LIKE AN IDIOT current mood: amused current music: Cobra Starship - Snakes on a Plane (Bring It)
(4 operations : start the surgery)

Monday, August 14th, 2006

8:31 pm

You Are A: Duckling!

The cutest of the cute, these baby ducks are often spotted in the spring following closely behind their mother. As a duckling you will grow up quickly, becoming one of the adult ducks seen commonly in ponds and streams. Playful and timid, charming and vulnerable, ducklings are nature's very definition of innocence.

You were almost a: Lamb or a Kitten
You are least like a: Chipmunk or a Turtle What Cute Animal Are You?

current mood:

blah
current music: Ben Folds Five - Kate

(1 operation : start the surgery)

Thursday, July 27th, 2006

1:27 pm

happy real bday Kat :O or something ALSO THIS SONG MAKES ME VERY HAPPY current mood: busy current music: KT Tunstall - Suddenly I See
(start the surgery)

Sunday, July 23rd, 2006

9:24 pm

oh look it's my birthday tomorrow. :D??? current mood: tired
(9 operations : start the surgery)